thelittlestblonde started following you
“Hello.”
“Hello! It’s nice to meet you.”
“…name?”
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chaosinhumanform started following you.
“You were already pissed off pet, didn’t need my help in that department.” he said, sitting up and crossing his legs.
Ghost glared at him “I’m not your pet,” he spat “And either way you pissed me off more.”
(Source: lieutenantsimonriley)
You’re so far away || Open || Tony & Riley
“If he was disgusted by the thought of being with you he wouldn’t have been, he could have easily gotten himself out of that situation there was no need for him to get himself..Well you know.” He shook his head and rubbed his back. “If he didn’t want the baby that could have been sorted too, he wouldn’t do something so extreme if there wasn’t another reason behind it and I highly doubt you were part of that reason.” He smiled weakly before nodding once. “Exactly.” He scrunched up his nose as he listened trying to think of something that could make him feel even the slightest little bit better but he knew that probably wasn’t possible right now. “See, you’re saying Thor is doing nothing but blaming himself but look what you’re doing? You’re both doing the exact same thing. It’s not his fault and it’s not yours, it was his choice neither of you made him do it.” He kept himself quiet as he listened to him, his stomach clenching again at the thought of being in that position, if he’d have lost Loki and the twins he didn’t know what he’d do, he would have felt like he’d lost everything and he’d have no reason to carry on. After all, nothing was more important than family. He didn’t know what to say to him, nothing he said was going to bring them back and it probably wouldn’t ease any of the pain he felt. Instead he just kept his arms tightly and protectively around him, letting him cry into his shoulder.
“He left me. He promised he would never do it again. Why did he leave me, why did he go and get himself killed, the stupid, ignorant, selfish bastard,” he grumbled through his tears. He couldn’t work out what was worse, loosing Loki or loosing the baby. “It could have been a boy..or a girl and I’ll never know what they would have looked like or sounded like, what they would have done, how could Odin kill a baby,” he whispered “How could he kill the one he called son for all those years…” One of the worst things was he couldn’t get revenge. When they had all died the first time he had hunted them down and made sure to kill everyone responsible. Sure he was still searching for Roba but he would find him. And this time, this time he couldn’t do anything, couldn’t kill the one responsible and it angered him. He gripped onto Tony’s shirt. “It makes more sense that it’s my fault, Thor did nothing, he was to broken before hand and now..now I’m even more at a loss to help him. I’ve never felt more useless or crap in my life. I should never have gotten involved with them. If I hadn’t then they would have gone back to Asgard together months ago and none of this would have happened..”
(Source: lieutenantsimonriley)
chaosinhumanform started following you.
He let Riley go, giving him a hard shove to send him stumbling a couple steps away. “Feeling better baby boy?” he smiled blandly, hoping to piss the other off again.
“I’d feel better with my gun caving in your skull,” he growled which was a lie, only one thing would make him feel better but he could never have that ever again.
“Are you always this bad a liar?” he asked, “If you want to shoot me you’re gonna need to actually HOLD the gun.”
Riley growled and jerked as the pain shot through his body, his eyes narrowing as he stumbled “Taser a soldier?” he growled, the familiar burn in his muscles as he fought to get them under control before he tackled the other to the ground “What do you want?!”
“Just causing a little Chaos.” he said, surprisingly blandly considering his head had just bounced off the ground.
Riley glared down at him before climbing off him “Well go piss off someone else.”
chaosinhumanform started following you.
He let Riley go, giving him a hard shove to send him stumbling a couple steps away. “Feeling better baby boy?” he smiled blandly, hoping to piss the other off again.
“I’d feel better with my gun caving in your skull,” he growled which was a lie, only one thing would make him feel better but he could never have that ever again.
“Are you always this bad a liar?” he asked, “If you want to shoot me you’re gonna need to actually HOLD the gun.”
Riley growled and jerked as the pain shot through his body, his eyes narrowing as he stumbled “Taser a soldier?” he growled, the familiar burn in his muscles as he fought to get them under control before he tackled the other to the ground “What do you want?!”
You’re so far away || Open || Tony & Riley
“That doesn’t mean you did something awful, you can’t blame yourself when you don’t know why he did it. Maybe it feels like you should but well..you shouldn’t, he wouldn’t want you to do that.” He paused and turned to the fire when he heard the wood on the crib crack and shatter, going up into flames. He turned his attention back to his friend and smiled weakly when he nodded, moving to wrap his arms around him and pull him into a tight hug. “He probably had his reasons but you doing something wouldn’t be one of them.” He rolled his eyes at him over his shoulder and wrapped his arms tighter around him. “The ‘I’m fine’ doesn’t really work on me. It’s me you’re talking too, remember?” Almost repeating what Riley had said to him only days ago he fell silent for a minute, not entirely sure of what to say to him there wasn’t much he could say to make him feel any better right now he could only be there for him. “If I had an answer to that I’d give it to you. But quit the soldier tough guy front, holding back is not going to make you feel any better the best thing you can do is let yourself feel what you’re feeling instead of blocking it out and bottling it up.” He kept his arms around almost protectively and rubbed his back. “I know buddy, I know..”
“It must have been. Why else would he go? Was he so disgusted by the thought of carrying my baby, being with us..being with a mortal? I love him and I told him so many times, I told him how much it meant. A second chance…he was fine with Thor but the baby…is it such a horrible thought?” He wasn’t sure what he was asking but the more he spoke the worse he felt, it seemed to be the only explanation he could think of, that Loki would go and get himself killed without a thought. When Tony hugged him he stayed stiff for a moment before he hugged him back, wrapping his arms around him and pressing his forehead to his shoulder, and he chuckled dryly at his words “I guess fine ain’t gonna fly then huh,” he mumbled, trying to swallow the lump in his throat “I’m supposed to be strong…Thor just lost his brother and he blames himself no matter what I say and I can’t..I want to take his pain away, I want to bring Loki back,” he whispered “I want my baby back, I want him in my arm and to hear his voice and see his face when I wake up..” He couldn’t stop the tears now, the pain from everything that led up to it, losing them both then getting them back, the explosion, then the baby and then having them both ripped from his life “I want to see him get bigger and feel the baby and plan and buy those cute little shoes and prove that I can do something good,” he full on sobbed into Tony’s shoulder “But I can’t, not anymore I can’t do any of that or get any of that back and it hurts and it won’t stop and I just…want my family back!”
(Source: lieutenantsimonriley)
chaosinhumanform started following you.
He let Riley go, giving him a hard shove to send him stumbling a couple steps away. “Feeling better baby boy?” he smiled blandly, hoping to piss the other off again.
“I’d feel better with my gun caving in your skull,” he growled which was a lie, only one thing would make him feel better but he could never have that ever again.
“Are you always this bad a liar?” he asked, “If you want to shoot me you’re gonna need to actually HOLD the gun.”
chaosinhumanform started following you.
He let Riley go, giving him a hard shove to send him stumbling a couple steps away. “Feeling better baby boy?” he smiled blandly, hoping to piss the other off again.
“I’d feel better with my gun caving in your skull,” he growled which was a lie, only one thing would make him feel better but he could never have that ever again.
(Source: lieutenantsimonriley)
You’re so far away || Open || Tony & Riley
“I’m burning…my crib,” he said, staring at the flames as the wood splintered, the perfect curves of the poles splitting and cracking. Riley ran a hand through his messy hair, swallowing hard. He didn’t know anymore, everything was gone. His second chance, his life, the one good thing he had managed to do had been taken from him and it hurt. It hurt more than Roba, it hurt more than watching a team mate die, it hurt more than any torture, hell he was pretty sure it hurt more than the first time and he wrapped his arms around his middle “You should be asleep, with Loki and…” God he couldn’t even say it, glancing over at his friend “They got taken from me…Loki and my baby…they got taken and I can’t ever get them back,” he whispered “I want him back, I want my baby back but they’re gone….dead.”
He dropped his arms from his chest starring at Riley and then at the crib going up in flames, his heart dropped into his stomach when he explained only confirming what he thought it might have been, at least half of it. “Both of them..? How?” He trailed off trying to work out how that could have happened, only a day or two ago Riley was happy telling him he had a second chance, he’d already lost one child and the last thing he needed was to lose another and with Loki on top of that. His stomach clenched at the thought, dropping his hands from his chest. “I’m sorry.” He wasn’t the best at comforting people but he wasn’t about to leave his best friend in a state and on his own, not when he was about as reckless as himself.
Riley let out a dry laugh “Because he was stupid and reckless and an complete asshole?” He didn’t mean a single word though, he didn’t know why Loki had done it “I…Thor got a scroll, Loki handed himself in to Odin..and there was a death sentence on his head upon his return and he…he went back knowing…and they killed him. They killed him and my baby and it hurts,” he said quietly. He wasn’t sure if talking to Tony about this was a good idea since he had his own babies on the way “I don’t know what I did to deserve this,” he said, a low growl slipping into his voice as his gaze turned back to the flames “Thor’s….I don’t think he can take much more…he needs people right now..to look after him. Maybe…maybe you could or..ask Loki to…just…” He had to stop, it was like his throat was closing up. He couldn’t speak, pretty sure he was still in some form of shock over the whole news and the ache in his chest just kept getting worse “I’ve lost them both,” he whispered, trying to fight back tears.
Tony rolled his eyes slightly, even he knew he didn’t mean what he said he’d been there before with his parents, or maybe he did mean that partly but he’d been a lot angrier when they’d just left him like that on his own. “He went back even though he knew he was going to die..?” He scrunched his nose up trying to make sense of it all, his stomach clenching at thought of him ever losing Loki or his twins. It made him feel sick but he pushed it aside, it hadn’t happened but it had happened to Riley and his best friend at the moment was more important than what went on inside his own head. “You didn’t do anything to deserve it.” He kept his eyes on watching his every move, worried he was about to do something stupid maybe, he wasn’t sure. “I’ll ask Loki to keep an eye on Thor and I will too, but you need someone to keep to look after you too.” He put his hands in his pockets taking another step towards him, not sure if he’d want him to hug him or not but what was the worst he could do, push him away or collapse into tears on him? Either way it was better than watching him struggle. He pulled his hand from his pocket and rested his hand onto his shoulder. “Need a hug?”
“I don’t know why he went back, he sent us a message saying he loved us and then he was gone and I came back and…I must have done something so awful that he would leave, that he would go back there knowing the risk and knowing that out baby would die aswell…knowing…” Hos voice broke as he tried to find a reasonable explanation but like always it came around to being some how his fault. There was a crack as the crib caved in on itself, sending up a shower of sparks “Thankyou. No I…I’m fine.” Why he was even attempting to lie he had no idea but there was a small part of him that hoped if he kept saying it then he would be. His eyes shifted to him when he moved closer “What am I going to do?” he asked, as if Tony had some sort of remedy to make the pain go away and he nodded at his question and Riley turned to him “It hurts…so much..”
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chaosinhumanform started following you.
He slapped Riley in the ear with a cupped palm, not with enough force to pop his ear drum or anything, but certainly enough to leave his head ringing for a few seconds.
The ringing in his ear was nothing, having gone through so much torture in his life there were only certain things that could throw him off but damn it was irritating. He shook his head a few times before stamping down on the other’s knee cap, tripping the weakened leg so he ended up on the ground.
Chaos smiled slightly, disappearing and reappearing behind Riley, catching him in a chokehold. “Oops. Is that cheating?”
“Some would say kinky,” he growled, tensing his neck under the others hand and throwing his elbow around, catching him on the side of the head.
He rolled his eyes, tightening his hold. “Cutting off the blood to your head. Sorry about that kiddo.” he quite liked this one. It wasn’t often he got to get into a fight with someone right off the bat. Most humans had morals, or some stupid shit like that.
“Like I said, kinky,” he growled slightly, pressing back against him as the other tightened his grip. It was helping release some of his pent up anger that was for sure.
You’re so far away || Open || Sam & Riley
He nodded. “Well my offer stands, if you change your mind.” he hoped Riley’d be okay, but he knew he was pretty much useless when it came to helping with something like that. Emotional problems might as well be his middle name.
“Thanks.” He knew he didn’t sound grateful and frankly he didn’t care, not right now. He folded his arms, staring at the flames and drawing in a deep breath.
(Source: lieutenantsimonriley)
You’re so far away || Open || Ghost and Roach
“…” He swallowed, throat suddenly dry again. He took a deep breath before looking over at his elder again. “I… I wanted to say sorry before I die.”
He looked up to the sky letting out a puff of smoke. It was nothing in comparison to the ash heading up into the sky
Ghost remained emotionless, not even acknowledging that other had spoke as he watched the spark rise into the night sky “I don’t care that you’re sorry Sergeant,” he growled “I don’t care about you, or what you think you can say to make up for what you did.”
“You know you are the biggest fucking wanker ever,” He snapped, looking over to Ghost. “You’re not the only fucking person that’s been held against their will. So pull that fucking pole out of your arse and be glad that Thor is still alive.”
“And you are the biggest failure I have ever had the displeasure of laying my eyes on,” he snarled “I don’t care about what happened to you, count yourself fucking lucky it wasn’t as bad as Roba now piss off and go fuck someone and get the hell out of my sight before I break your fucking legs Sergeant!”
“I’d like to see you fucking try,” He snarled, turning on his lieutenant. “I can’t believe anyone can fall in love with you. You’re a self centered fuck up who can’t care for himself let alone anyone else.”
“Funny because you are the pathetic excuse for a soldier that is in love with me,” he growled, turning and punching Roach hard across the face, his leg stamping down hard on his kneecap and hearing a crunch as he tripped him up “Never in my life have I ever regretted calling someone a friend as much as you.”
You’re so far away || Open || Ghost and Roach
“…” He swallowed, throat suddenly dry again. He took a deep breath before looking over at his elder again. “I… I wanted to say sorry before I die.”
He looked up to the sky letting out a puff of smoke. It was nothing in comparison to the ash heading up into the sky
Ghost remained emotionless, not even acknowledging that other had spoke as he watched the spark rise into the night sky “I don’t care that you’re sorry Sergeant,” he growled “I don’t care about you, or what you think you can say to make up for what you did.”
“You know you are the biggest fucking wanker ever,” He snapped, looking over to Ghost. “You’re not the only fucking person that’s been held against their will. So pull that fucking pole out of your arse and be glad that Thor is still alive.”
“And you are the biggest failure I have ever had the displeasure of laying my eyes on,” he snarled “I don’t care about what happened to you, count yourself fucking lucky it wasn’t as bad as Roba now piss off and go fuck someone and get the hell out of my sight before I break your fucking legs Sergeant!”
